I'm a quite big fan of Quentin Mosimann and had read many fictions about him. So now I feel that I would like to try this too. It's new to me and that's why I appreciate all, what you think about it. All you guys can tell me, if there's something bad and what to do differently, if there is something like that.
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Häli is a young girl, who lives in Estonia. She has dreamed all her life to learn french and visite her dream country some day. Now she has begin living her dream life, because she has just started her studies there. But this isn't as easy as she thought....
Häli: 19 years old girl, who struggels to make her dream true. Janet: 19 years old roommate, who is from England. Häli's family: Laura: Häli's mother Ann: Häli's older sister Quentin: Quentin is an author, singer, composer, performer and DJ. Heis 20 years old and lives for his real passion- music. Maud: Maud is Quentin's assistant, it helps in his schedule, his travel, his free time, but is also a great friend to whom he confides much. David & Eric: Quentin's bodyguards, friends John Revox: DJ, Quenin's friend Christian Sims: DJ, Quentin's friend Lucie: Quentin's ex Quentin's family: Pascale: Quentin's mother Serge: Quentin's stepfather Laurie: Quentin's cousin Melissa: Another cousin of Quentin Françoise: Quentin's aunt People outside: Thomas: a club owner, who is also Häli's boss Helen: Owner of the apartment, where Häli and Janet lived
Well, I hope now it's easier to understand my story, when I put it up. other charaters, who come into the story, I will explain in the progress of the story.
My first month in Paris has been a hell for me. I understand nothing, whats going on here. School is million times harder than i thought, I have no place, where to live anymore and I lost my job 25 minutes ago. What's next? Life just can't get any harder...
...: Hey, I know you. You are Janet's friend right?
I looked up and there was a guy, with who me and Janet partied a week ago. Just cant remember, what his name is.
Häli: Hmm.. Yeah, dosen't matter. Just leave me.
...: No, I can't. What happened? Why are you sitting on the stairs alone in such a condition?
Häli: Yes, you can go away. You just have to turn around and make few steps untile there's a door, what you have to open and close after leaving.
I realized, that was a little too mean, but that's how I react, when people see me crying and don't do, what I have asked.Wierd, but he even didn't look mad at me. He just sat next to me and let me cry. then after a moment he started to talk again.
...: You don't remember me, huh? Well, I'm Johan, you know, that DJ John Revox and I really can't leave you like that. So just start talking, what happened. Maybe I can help?
Häli: Well, I know almost nobody here, I lost my job, I have no place, where to live and now I think I have to go back home and face my mother who even didn't want me to come here. I'm just one big failure. So, if you have a new life to me, then you really can help.
And then he smirked, while telling: Surprise, I have a new life for you. For first, you don't go home and for sure, you are not a failure. Its just a hard time for you. Secondly, you know me here and soon much more people, just give time for yourself. Then, f''k this work, you will find a new one. So what more, a place where to live? Tonight you can come to my apartment and then we will think, what to do. How it sounds?
I couldn't tell nothing. That Johan must be crazy? He even dosen't know me and offers me help. I must have stared him a long time, because he started to fidget at first then arised telling: "You don't have much more things to do, so come." And he just took my hand and I even didn't realized before i was sitting in his car, what was going on. He lived only a 5 minute drive away from the club, where he found me. Once we got into his apartment, he blushed.
Johan: Sorry, there's a mess.
Häli: Don't worry about that. Just thank you, really. Without you, I don't know, what I would do right now.
John took clothes, what were on the coach and came back with bottle of rum.
John: Now you will sit down and just forget everything.
And we sat together, talked about everything and nothing while drinking. Until his phone started ringing.
John: OK, probably you have to sleep on the divan, I give you things what you need and a T-shirt for sleeping. By the way, where your thing are?
Häli: Oh snap, I forgot, I have a suitcase at that club, where we came. In the worker's room...
John: No problem, I will get it, I have to go there anyway, one my friend is there and needs my help. DJ's stuff.. You just make yourself comfortable here and feel like at home. I will call a taxi and will be soon back.
For a answer I just smiled and noded and already he was gone. I just put his T-shirt on and washed my face before going to sleep. Before falling asleep I just thought that it is deffinetly a chapter of my life, what my mother will never hear. She would kill me, when somebody will tell her, that I was in such a situation and didn't come home, but went to almoust stranger's house...
Soon John arrived to the club, where his friends waited. He barely arrived into the VIP room, when one of his two friends came. Christian: Where you were all this time? You even didn't tell us that you leave and Maud is crazy because Quentin again. I thought that you are here, so i let her home. John: Wait a minute, I understand nothing.. Why Maud is freaking out? What Quentin did? Christian: Well what do you think what happened again? Like all the last weeks? John noded. That told everything to him. And because some weird reason he felt that he has to justify his best friend's actions. John: Well, don't be so mad, you know that Quentin has hard times since he and Lucie are no more couple. Christian: That way it was at first, but now it's gone over the border. He is making everybodies life harder and ruins his own. I'm too tired for this tonight. Just find him, he is in the bar, I put the things toghether. John had no other choice than go to the bar, where he saw Quentin and bar attendant, who gave him a drink. He sat next to Quentin and waited until his mate saw a new company. Quentin: You are going to nag with me too like all the others, aren't you? John: No, I think you have heard it enough... Quentin: Thanks. At the same time barman came to ask, if John wants to get something too. John shake his head at first, but then he remembered Häli's things. John: Well, I think I want something. Here should be one girls stuff in the worker's room. She asked if I could bring that suitcaise to her. So can I have this? Bar man: I don't know.. I shouldn't give worker's things like that... John: She was fired, so it's not against the rules. Bar man: OK, just wait here, I will look, what I can do. It didn't take a long time when ba man came back with big pink suitcase. Bar man: Don't tell anybody that I gave it, you understand. After he was gone, Quentin looked at his friend with pink suitcase and started to laugh. John: Oh shut up you drunk bastard! Wait here I will look, how muck time Christian needs, before he can take us home. And John left laughing Quentin alone. John: Hey, Sims! Is thing togheter already? Then it woul be nice if you take your two lovely friends into your car and get us at ur apartments. Christian: Things are togheter, but why you don't take Quentin to your car and go? I should start driving to the south... John: Don't do this to us. I came here with taxi, because i drank some rum... It woun't take that much time.. Christian: OK, I will drive you both at your place. Fine? John: Khm, no. Quentin dosen't have room at my flat... Christian: He woun't die, if he sleeps one night at couch. John told while sitting into the suitcase: " Well, it's taken already. " Christian watched John and Quentin, who just came into the room and sighed:" Whatever, because it's you two, I better don't want to know, what's going on with all that drinking and pink suitcases. You two just go to the car."
It's a firt free day for me over a long time and I sit in the kitchen table while thinking about my life. Things have got a lot better since John offered me his coach. It's already a month, when I came here first time. And now I feel a little bit quily, because I can't find my own flat. It's just like mission imposible to me. What I have found are too expencive or in bad shape. To be honest, few times I have found something, what suits me, but then come to the game these stupid rules, what apartment owners have... I still dosen't understand, why they need my tax return. Isn't it enough if I just have money to give her? And even more stranger was to me, when one lady aksed my CV. Little confuseing, why I should give this? I thought I wanted a place, where to live, not where to work. And why they lie about the super views, what I should see. Last time it was possible only, when I climbed out of the toilet window halfly and Janet holded my legs.
To make this embarrasing situation better, I have worked in two places as nanny and in the club at nights, to give some money to John. But he dosen't want to take it, specially lately. So I have discovere cleaver way to give him something for living with him. I have started to buy food, because before me the fridge was empty and I also started to clean the apartment. Then I don't feel so quilty, but to be honest, all this is just killing me.
My day starts in early mornin, when I get ready for school and does a breakfast for me and Revox. Then I usually run to my university lecures and after in the day go to buy food and clean the house. Then I go 5 times a week to hold one 2-year old girl and after work-hours there run to the club.
In the same time John came in the kitchen and made me a kiss.
John: Morning miss, why so sad?
Häli: Well, you hate it, but I'm still embarresed, because I'm troubleing you by living here. But I just can't find any place.
John: You know, you don't bother me. I even dosen't remember, when my home so clean was and I ate so good foods. Probably, when I still live with my mom. Just it's uncomfortable to you. Things still in boxes and inthat silly pink suitcase and no your own room....
For a reponse I only sighed and started to look my toes. This situation is really bad for both of us.
John: That's why I again interrupted to your life and figured something out.
I looked up and saw, how happy and proud he was. Its really giving me hope.
John: Well-well. I talked with one my friend, who has most of the time lately empty apartment and how fantastic you are. I hope, it dosen't bother you...
But I didn't let him to finish his speech. Before I have already jumped down from the table and started hugging him.
Häli: Do you even know, how much I own you??? When I can go to her apartment?
John: Her? No darling, listen to me. It's a he and I also wanted to say that this place is not empty all the time. He is a musician too, so it's OFTEN empty and theres a free room to you, But nothing more.
Häli: Dosen't matter. I'm desperate. I will take anything.
John: Good. He is comeing home today, then you can take your things there and I can introduce you two.
I was very excited since this moment. And it didn't take much time, when me and Revox already went to his friend's apartment. In front of the door John rang a doorbell and he opened the door. Apartment was on the 5th floor. John knocked and didn't wait, but opened the door and called: "Dude, we are here!"
I shutted the door at the same time and looked around. This place was super. There was a large living room where one wall was a large window that opened onto the balcony. Room itself was nice, beige, white and black. Living room and kitchen were separated by a red counter. I did not notice that John's friend had came to the room too while enjoying it. John had to nudge me to get my attention. Embarresing. And then, when I saw, who was that famous friend I just moaned.
Häli: Oh no, not you. I can't do this. I 'm really sorry John, but I can't live here. I will better go back down.
But of course he didn't let me do that.
John: What's happening with you?
Häli: I just can't live with a person thanks to who I got fired at the club, before you an your friends went to talk with the owner....
John: No, you are wrong. It's not him. Quentin is not like that.
I stepped a little bit away from that Quentin and told to John: "I know that it is him. I'm 100% sure. That's just a sign that I shul quit. I don't handle living in Paris. I just have to go home and hear my mom telling how right she is... I should have understood it a long time ago. I have just been chained to my dream. I so much wanted it to become true, but it dosent happen to everybody in the world.
John: No, you are not going to give up. You have done the hardest part of starting your life here. And I 'm not going to lose one of my best friend. Just sit down here and we will see, how big misunderstanding it is to you.
In the same time he pushed me to gi sit in the kitchen.
John: Quentin, tell now to Häli that she is wrong and you have nothing to do with that silly job story. That' crazy, you and Christian helped me to talk with Thomas and give her that job back.
But against all odds Quentin looked down and mumbled: "She is right and I'm terribly sorry. You know, how wrong I was after that story with Lucie. And one night I went to the club, when I wasn't mixing. There was some kind of theme night and all VIP room users got a girl, who had to make everything to them, like getting drinks and entertain and I made her drink with me, knowing, that girls were not aloud to do that. And then came Thomas and freaked out, but I didn't know that he fired her for that kind of small thing. "
John was shocked, hearing that, but soon he recovered.
John: I just don't have words. Quentin you just are and idiot, sorry, but really. And you Häli, you just have to respect that everybody makes a mistakes. Plus, he hlped me to get your job back. Now I leave you two togheter and give you chance to talk. I will bring your things, Häli. And I don't want to hear whineing. From either of you.
And he almoust ran out. Didn't he think about me? What will I do now?
John left to bring that girl's stuff. And we are alone. The worst part is that I can see in her eyes, how much she wishes this situation to be a bad dream. But I can't blame her.
Quentin: I will show, where your room is, OK?
"Just yeah? It promises to be a time" I thought, when headed to the room. Once there I opened the door and let her to go in before me. A mistake, her parfume is still same sweet, what reminded me a famous night.
Quentin: Listen, I'm really sorry for that night. A kiss, I don't know, what got into me...
Häli: Don't worry, I haven't dreamed that you like me or something like that. You can freely feel sorry about your mistake to kiss me.
Quentin: No, I...
But I didn't have a change to finish, because doorbell rang. It must be John. And so it was. John and my favourite suitcase. I can amagine, how he had to come with this upstairs, everybody watching.
Quentin: Darling, haven't you chekcked you make-up. You poor thing, it dosen't match with your clothes and suitcase!
Revox: Don't worry girlfriend, there is some cute bags and boxes for you too downstairs.
Häli: Can you show to Jo, where my room is? I will get my other stuff myself
And she was already gone.
Revox: What did you do? I was away only 30 minutes and when I left, she was in good mood...
Quentin: Oh Jo, it wasn't me... By the way, since when you let people tell Jo to you, Jo. You used to hate this name, Jo
And I didn't get an answer from my lovely Jo with suitcase. He only made a noise what I think should have been a growling and went to guest's room, or now to Häli's room. Whatever. I just went to the inside phone to open the door, because that girl forgot to ask for a keys. But to my suprise it didn't happen. Soon there wa just a knocking on the apartment door and the she was with three more pink suitcases and two big boxes. Without realiseing, how she did it, I let her in and watched, how she disappeared with two bags to her room. Then John took last bag and one box. Realizing that I should help I took the last box, but Häli had already done the same.
Quentin: Let me, I will help
But she pulled the box
Häli: I don't need your help, I can take my box all to myself to that room
Quentin: No, it's heavy and I will help you
And suddenly the box were gone between us and I saw, how she lost balance and captured her between my arms.
John: You two will find a consensus meanwhile I will take that precious box.
Häli: Loose me
Quentin: Hey, take it easy, I just saved your life not letting you to fall
I saw in her face that she wanted to say something spicy for an answer, but her phone interrupted it. So I went to the kitchen to make us drinks and let her to talk in peace. This call didn't take much time. She finished it at the same time, when we heared a boxes falling.
Häli: Tell Jo that I had to go to work and when something is broken in my boxes then he dies
And again I didn't notice her leaveing before than she was gone. Odd.
John: Where is Häli?
Quentin: Oh, she just left. She asked me to tell Jo that she had to go to work and when something is broken, then little Jo will die
John: Stop calling me Jo
Quentin: Well, she call you that way, so why not me. Jo?
Quenin: Becaue you are in love?
John: No, she is just a friend. And I don't know, why I let her to call me so, but she is not mean doing that, unlike like you.
Quentin: Good now are two people hateing me.
And I lended John cup of coffee, what at least got ready.
John: You now that we don't hate you. She i just very mad at you, what is odd. You weren't a only guy thanks to who the things went wrong that night, but she is so mean only with you. That means you are not telling me something. ... Oh, and you don't look at me anymore, so there is something more.. Tell me.
Quentin: Don't make up a storie here..
John; I don't. And I will get it out of one of you two anyway. And then I will tell her, that you told me that...
Quentin: Stop, it was just a kiss, you don't have to make things even more complicated...
John: AHAAA.. That explaines a lot.
Quentin: Forget it and drink your coffee. I will soon go to the studio.
John: For your luck, I have to go too today, but I don't leave it. You two are my best friends....
And he took last gulp of his coffee, waved for good bye and left.
I just sitted with my coffee alone and lot myself in my thoughts.
After leaving I realized that I forgot to ask my keys. So I called to Jo, who told, f I do fast, then Quentin is still at home. So like always lately, I ran to the house, where little Carlotta and her mother waited me. She had to go to some kind last minute work meating. So I took little Carlotta with pushchair and went fastly back. I had to rang bell downstairs twice, befaure this arrogant answerd and let me in. Once we got to upstairs I took little princes to my lap.
Häli: I forget to ask my keys, so....
But he didn't give me, what I wanted, but stared me.
Quentin: Nothing, just I didn't know that you are nanny.. Well hello princess. Whats your name?
Carlotte put her little hands around my neck and looked at Quentin, while saying shyly:"Carlotta"
Quentin: Carlotta will you come to my lap? Huh?
I started to tell him that Carlotta dosen't like stranger people, I was troubled with this issue at first too, but against all odds girl went to Quentin's lap. I was just shocked and this guy was too happy with himself.
Quentin: Keys are on the kitchen's counter.
While I went to take my keys, these two went to the coutch and has already some kind of game with Carlotte's favourite teddy-bear Stew.
Häli: OK, you can say bye to uncle nw, we have to go back home.
Quentin: Why don't you stay here?
Häli: Don't meddle yourself here! It's not your business!
Carlotte, almoust crying: Häli bad.
Häli: Darling, stop
Carlotte: No, me here
I can not see this child crying. It brakes my heart and I know that it's wrong. I shouldn't let her get everything, what she wants, but...
Häli: Fine we stay. Khm, Quentin, can you watch her for a minute, I call to her mother to tell, where we are, she should be back soon...
Quentin: Of course.
I made my call as quickly as possible, what when I got back, Carlotte was laughing whil Quentin hopped her in the air. I just can't belive that this person has a heart. So I sit down and watch carefully that no one would get hurt. And the time just flew away. Next moment, what I noticed was a doorbell and Carlotte's mom took her little girl thanking me. I send them to the door and watch clock. Already 8 o'clock. I should get ready to the club. I turned around to go get ready, but I saw hard to think who there.
Häli: I have to thank you, yu hold Carlotte besides me. I will give you the salary...
Quentin: Don't be stupid, I don't take you salary, you holded her, I just amused her. And she was too cute girl to say no to her. She already knows, how to get, what she wants, only with her eyes.
And I laughed, because I know it's ture. I have the same trouble with this kid.
When I made my make up and put on little black coctail dress like tonights theme night demanded I thought that maybe living here woun't be such a nighmare as I was afraid at first.
But sadly next weeks pove how wrong and blue-eyed I was, when believed it. Since my moving in, me and Quentin have argued about everything and all our argues end up with big fights. That's probably, why I go to the club with Jo on my free night. I didn't want to do this, but Quentin i at home too and I don't fancy spending night with him.
I put on my short jeans, red blouse, what had glittering bow on the chest and red heels. "Just as good as can be," I smiled to my reflection on the mirror before leaving the bathroom.
Häli: Jooo, you are already here?
I almoust run to him and huged.
John: Wow, looking good my Barbie
Häli: Flatterer. Shall we go?
John: Not yet, we have to wait Quentin too.
And I just couldn't believe my ears
Häli: I thought it will be our night. Best friends toghether out...
John: And it will be. You both are my best friends and I'm tired of your argues.
I poted and went to my room to take purse. After that we all went to the club.
Actually party was good. I danced with Jo and we all took some drinks. When we decided to go back home by foot then I talked with Jo and Quentin talked with him, but never we told a word to each other. In front of our department door John saw a taxi and told that's his opportunity. So me and Quentin went to the elevator. And I don't know, where it all begin but we were again fighting.
Häli: Who do you think you are? Some kind of god? Let me bring you down to the earth: you are world's nastiest guy!!
And I opened our door, get inside and turned around to hear what he has to tell after that but he just stood there. Watched me, opened once his mouth, but closed as quickly. Next moment I was against the wall and his hands were on my lower back. He just captured my lips and my mind stopped working. I only was able to feel his hot and soft lips against mine, his tongue dancing with mine, but it had to end at some point.
...: Sorry, but Barbie you have my wallet on your purse and I need it to get home.
And I turned at first all red and ran to the bathroom. But I forgot to lock the door so it didn't take much time, when Jo was sitting next to me.
John: If you want, then I saw nothing.
Häli: It-it-it's not that, Jo.
John: I know you. Don't start to overthinking. Let this story goes with you and Quentin, where it has to be.
Häli: No, he..
John: Stop, you know he isn't this bad womenizer, like you would like to think to hate him.
And I avoided, what he told. I just took my purse and lighted a sigarette.
John: Barbie, don't smoke...
And he took it away from me and taked me to his lap and put me into my bed.
I saw John coming out of Häli's room. I'm already used to say Häli's room, funny.
Quentin: John, I..
John: I don't care, if you sleep with some other girls, but you don't use her to that. You won't touch that girl unless you are in love with her and sure that you woun't hurt her. She is like my sister to me, understand?
And he sit down. He eye were really worried and tired. He seriously cares.
Quentin: I didn't mean to use her.
John: So you love?
Quentin: I can't say that. I even had an intention to kiss Häli or something...Just we were arguing agaiiin and then I just lost my consentration and next thing.. well, you saw it yourself.
John: You just control yourself as long as you are sure, what is going on.
John: Don't take me wrong, but I understand you, she is pretty and even dosen't understand herself, how beautiful she is. If Häli wouldn't be my friend like sister, then I tink I would act myself just like you, but.. but it's complicated to you, because of me and I would appriciate my wishes.
Quentin: Don't worry. You will sleep here or?
John: No, I go home, but I think I will come here at the morning.
While John waited his taxi we talked about everything, but when I was left aloune, I couldn't sleep because my thoughts. So I decided to make some music but still I couldn't get that kiss out of my mind. It was even better than the first one, how her lipstick tasted on her lips and... But John is right. I shouldn't do that, Even because I have to live with her here and I still love Lucie. Unless I think so. I still think about her and miss her. Bit why the hell then this kiss? I'm even not drunk and can't blame my situation. And I even gave up making music, this is impossible this way. I just laid down on my bed and waited dreams.
Next morning, when I woke up, then John and Häli talked about something, but when I came to the kitchen, she left from the apartment.
Quentin: She is mad at me, isn't she?
John: Confused. And if you mean eaving then she had to go to the school..
I took my hot chocolate and watched, how John took a peace of cake from the fridge.
Quentin laughing: Feel free, eat all my food
John: Häli didn't make it?
Quentin: Haha, no. I even doubt if she can cook. Never seen it
John: Oh, she can. And how.. I started to go fat because all her cakes and muffins and bancakes and all the stuff.
Quentin: Anyway, what your planes are for today?
John: Ha, a date. And you.
Quentin: Nothing special, Maud will come here to talk about my plans and I should make music. And what date? Who is she? Why I don't know about it?
John: Theoretically you know, I just told you that I go to the date and you don't know her, I just met her. And that's all what I have to say. What you mean by should make music, you are all the time makeing it.
Quentin: Not lately, I sit in front of my computer and strat, but then I get lost and just think in front of computer and no work gets done.
John: That's odd, I don't even know you then. It's as long as I remember never happened with you. You make music all the time, when you life is off from track or not. But now,after that..
Quentin: It's not because of Häli. I promised you, I won't touch her ahymore. I think it's because of Lucie. I still miss....
And when I watched John after telling that, I got annoyed. Something in his eyes told me like he knows better than me, what's happening with me. I think he apprehend my feelings, because he just smiled apologetically and we just stayed quiet. But it wasnt strangely quiet, it was nice and gave a free feeling. It continued until Maud rang the bell and came up. Then John had to leave to the famous date about what he didn't want to talk.
I went with Maud to balcony, to enjoy the sun and discuss work things at first and then everything.
Maud: Quentin, do you listen to me?
Quentin: Sorry I lost a track for a moment. What were you telling?
Maud: The radio interviw, what will I tell them, will you go?
Quentin: Of course.
Maud: And what's on your heart? You are far-far away today.
Quentin: If I only would know surely, what's wrong with me lately.
And Maud smiled, took her legs un the chair and told:"Tell me." That's why I love that girl, she listens me, whatever I have and then usually give a good advice. So I started to tel what have happened since the last time we talked.